.. efialtika

Einai pragma afysiko, san moira kolasmenh..

Akouw to post tou Swkrath, kai meta me akolou8ei h siwph, h nekrikh siwph. M akolou8ei amhxana, isws logo ths avyssou, pou mas xwrizei..

Na tan..!
Na 3ekinousame ap thn arxh.. San na prokeitai gia paixnidi, mia nea partida as poume..

Me vlepw..
Pente xronia argotera.. Orfanh apo patera ..&.. h mana mou exei fygei pia..! Enoxh & ponos.. Ma, as einai.. E3isorropoun sthn skepsh: ekopsa ton omfalio lwro kai einai kalytera, den 8a skotwnetai ka8hmerina ap thn apousia tou patera mou..

Me 3anakoitw..
Isws pio nea, pio freskia, pio agnh.. ntymenh sta mayra.. Isws, isws kai ligo talaipwrh.. Dyo axna mayroi kykloi sta matia mou, to martyroun.. H fwnh mou agourh, veloudinh, ma synama me mia ypopsia vraxnadas, thn kanei texnhth..

Einai ekei..
Oles oi palies anamnhseis, akinhtes.. Mono.. Mono egw e3akolou8w na prospa8w na kinh8w, kyrieumenh ap thn amhxania, thn anhsyxia, ton 8ymo, ypo thn prosmonh tou 8aymatos..

Voltara, symvatika panw mou.. Me eida pio diereunitikotera..

- Posa xrhmata exeis?

Mias kai h stigmh htan katallhlh, metrw ta xrhmata, dyo fores, ypodeigmatika.. 8a synexisw thn poreia perpatontas.. Exontas thn kryfh elpida ths epeyfhmias pou armozei ston ka8e a8lhth.. Ti ki an eimai koritsi anari8mhto, eimai koritsi ikano.. Ki as me kerdizei o ka8e antipalos..

-Exw ..! & gia to treno .. & gia ton foro sthn pylh tou Agiou Petrou, an xreiastei..!

Ki efyga..

efialtika

Vouth3a, kyriolektika sto pisw ka8isma.. San na me esprw3e dynatos anemos.. Xwris na to exw apofasisei pragmatika.. Epiasa pato.. Vre8hka mprosta sta matia tou ta3itzh, apegnwsmenh..

-Loipon ? Gia pou ?

Tou xamogelasa, apro8uma, pseutika, ka8isa sthta, akinhta, pisw ap thn 8esh tou synodhgou me vlemma strammeno sto pou8ena.. Enstiktwdws, tou ekmysthreutika..

-Ston sta8mo lewforeiwn..!

Mayrh skhnh..! Diadromh, apo mayro skotadi, pissa.. San na htan h stigmh, pou skontafta se ena adiorato skalopati..

Eniw8a, san Odysseas, ma.. aytos htan Omhrikos hrwas, vasilias ths I8akhs. Me thn panourgia tou kyriepse thn Troia.. Htan e3allou symvolo.. Andras, pou elampse.. Andras..! Andras.. opws ametrhtoi alloi, me pra3eis apeires & aretes a3io8aymastes..!
Andres..! Andres, me proswpikothta.. Andres, akatapaystoi, zwhrwn eikonwn, diaforwn apoxrwsewn.. Me anipervlito vlemma, mouskoula, sofoi, parathrhtes..

-Trelh vroxh.. Monologisa..

Ais8anomoun, olo kai xeirotera.. Taseis fyghs..! Taseis naytias..!
Prospa8hsa na parw va8ies anases.. Einai efialtiko.. Einai odynhro.. Einai katastash outopikh, efialtikh.. Dedomenou oti zousa kati pseytiko, se keino to meros, htan san na eixan 3exasei na valoun aera.. Hmoun pyrovolimenh.. Hmoun nekrh.. Ma den yphrxe panw mou, kamia porfyrh khlida aimatos..

3afnou, vghka ap to ta3i, trexontas..
Ta podia mou, 8a mou epetrepan thn diafygh.. 8a efeyga trexontas ap "thn katakomvh".. Hmoun perhfanh.. Den 8a me evlepe kaneis na trexw & na 3ernaw.. Diesxisa ton dromo, rixthka sthn trexala, xwris na koitazw ton ta3itzh..

Eixa thn valitsa mou, mazi.. Ta yparxonta mou.. Kai etrexa.. Synexisa thn vouvh Odysseia, anephreasta, me vlemma anekfrasto, rigmeno sto keno..


.. Ki akoma, trexw ..! Efialtika..! ..S sss S.. Mystika..!

ta ekkremh

Isotimies, pseutikh gkrizada tou ulikou kosmou & to apro8uma alh8ino..

Ka8arh Xasoura ..! Asumforo..! Logariasmos, olosxerws anoixtos..








.. E K K R E M E I .. !!

"poreies"

-Pou pas ..?

-Ston topo mou.. Esy ?

-Sto meros mou..

Katalava..!
O tropos pou ta3ideuame emeis oi dyo, htan entelws alloprosallos..!
San dyo ftwxoi pou ligo 8eloun na ploutisoun..! Isws kai toumpalin.. San dyo plousioi, pou molis xasan ta lefta tous, ola..!

Ta3idepsame..!
San me treno topiko..! Deyterh 8esh..! Ta3idepsame kai molis ftasame ston sta8mo phrame 3exora taxi..!

Viastikes..!
Exwses viastika thn skia sou, mias & h porta htan anoigmenh diaplata.. Proxwrhses..! Proxwrhses, me proorismo tis katagalanes ox8es..! Ekei, sthn dikh sou ektash ghs, se aktes par8enes & erhmes.. To aeraki se flertare.. 8a tremopaize ws panta me thn fatsa sou..!
(Gia sena, h Xrysh Akth den htan makrya.. Mono gia mena htane..! Toso makrya pou 8a xreiazotan lewforeio, an yphrxe "grammh lewforeiou" )

Ki egw..!
Synexisa.. Proxwrhsa moudiasmena.. Kwlokatsa sto prwto taxi pou eixe thn mpara anevasmenh.. H sidhrodromikh diavash htan h arxh.. H perioxh elegxomenh & prostateyomenh.. Phgmenh apo pinakides & tampeles, kanones & apagoreyseis..

3afnou, entopisa ta matia tou ta3itzh na me koitoun epimona ap ton ka8refth kai na zhtoun odhgies..

-Oi strofes einai epikyndines, synexiste arga ..&.. olo ey8eia..!

tsikiti-gklon ..!

Gia sena vatraxe, pou exases thn eykairia na gineis prigkipas..!

Gia sena pou orises oti 8a zeis aiwnia ston vourko, sto skotos, sthn ligda & thn vroma..!





T s i k i t i - G k l o n

.. FtaiS

Tessera pragmata den gyrizoun pisw:
1) oi meres pou ezhses
2) ta logia pou eipes
3) oi pra3eis pou ekanes
4) oi eukairies pou exases

.. F T A I S ..

..giati.. eisai esy pou pote den enoiwses ta logia tou & den katalaves tis siwpes tou..


.. F T A I S ..

..& einai tote: Pou noiw8eis pws agapas o,ti vlepeis na feygei..! ..& einai tote: Pou den 3exnas & ponas..! ..& einai tote: Pou ekato ayrio den aggizoun ena xtes..! ..& einai tote: Pou einai ..arga..

.. F T A I S ..

..& menei to pazl tou TakiZ elleipes..! ..& h kardia paramenei vary fortio..! ..& h apa3iwtikh siwph ginetai xrysos..! ..& ta oneira, ws ofeiloun paramenoun apiasta..!


..&.. FTAIS ..&.. F T A I S ..&.. F T A I S ..

fovos h´ 8arros ..?

Kyrio 8ema

1.Orismos:

8arros = sta8erothta mporsta ston kundino, dynamh psyxikh gia thn nikh twn opoiwn empodiwn, h8iko s8enos, pou kanei ton an8rwpo na vadhzei sthn odo tou ka8hkontos, sta 8elw.

fovos = ypoxwrhsh mprosta ston kyndino.

2.Ekdhlwseis:

8arrous = psyxikh atara3ia, karteria, epimonh, parrhsia, analhpsh eu8ynwn, aytaparnhsh.

fovou = distaktikothta, apaisiodo3ia, epifylaktikothta, ypertimhsh kyndinwn.

3.Aitia:

Zhthma: xarakthra, peristasewn zwhs, agnoias kyndinou, agwghs.

4.Shmasia:

to 8arros einai spoudaios h8ikos paragontas gia thn eytyxia & anektimhto proterhma, se ka8e peristash enw o fovos katadikazei sthn adraneia pou synepagetai afanismo. (De milame gia to 8arrros to synonumo tou 8rassous pou einai ole8rio elattwma).

5.Paradeigmata:

giatroi, xeirourgoi, epixeirhmaties, o M.Ale3andros ston Graniko, A8hnaioi ston Mara8wna, esy.

Epilogos
Nai..! Sto logiko 8arros. Oxi..! Ston adikaiologhto fovo.


Martyria:


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