..ek va8ewn..

Eniote den ein diagnwsimos ap thn prwth matia.. Kapote den ein kan ayto pou fainetai.. Den einai to omorfo, to wraio alla h sygklonistikh elleipsh, h sterhsh, h anagkh..

Magema, planh, avevaio pathma, epi8ymia, anhsyxia, psyxanemisma ews ta oria tou perigelou..

pa8hma anef typsewn.. syxna pykna iktirizetai.

katastrefei.. 8anatwnei.. skotiniazei..

Den ein 8eos, EINAI DAIMONAS

.. AVYSSOS .. KOLASH.. akyrwsh ths yparktikhs diastashs..

ki omws - ki omws ..

Einai zwh, einai xamogelo 8arreis ..tou 8eou.. aytoproswpos.

Kai se kanei trwto, provlepsimo, ey8raysto & as perhfaneyesai gia thn dynath sou fysh.

Oi anekplhrwtoi, aytoi pou dwsame telos dixws na tous zhsoume ein oi megaluteroi. Symvainei syxna, san apo kalesma moiras, san aytovoulh, yparktikh katastrofh, ws tyxodiwkths.

H endei3h gnhsiothtas: .. o ponos .. !


O alh8inos erwtas einai ..mia sfagiasmenh kraygh..

..3EPSYXISMA..! Ax..Vax..!

..teleiwse..

Nyxtes, idiaiteres nyxtes, ateleiwtes..

Armenizeis, xamenos mesopelaga ..skeftesai..

Kyklo8umia, psyxoplakoma, tetoio pou 8arreis 8a lipo8ymiseis..

Isws ftaiei to kryo.. Isws ftaiei to xioni, pou to mpouxtises..Isws o ouranos pou den einai 3asteros..

Mallon ..ftaiei ayth.. h saxloplhmmurismenh mas, ..zwh..

..&..

anhsyxeis na hsyxaseis den mporeis, meite ston ypno.. meite ston 3ypnio..

..&..

svhneis to fws ..&.. kleineis ta matia..&.. strifogirnas mproumita & anaskela

..&..

variesthmena mourmouras.. " ..Teleiwse.."

«Yfistamai martyrio. Shkw8hka kai grafw, twra. Ti 8a kamw kai ti 8a ginei? Ti na kanw? Boh8eia. Eimai xamenh. »

..eytyxoume.. ?!?

Polloi an8rwpoi pisteuoun oti h eytyxia vrisketai ston plouto. Exoun thn gnwmh pws ta polla xrhmata & apokthmata kanoun ton an8rwpo eytyxestero giayto kai kalotyxizoun ekeinous, pou exoun af8ona xrhmata, do3a, fhmh, kthmata, apokthmata, kinhta, akinhta.

Ma ein alh8eia.. O ploutos, dieukolunei.. Me a3ioprepeia antapokrinesai stis anagkes sou. Den ein polyteleia na exeis spiti & aytokinhto, e3oxiko & varka.. Oloi pe8ymoume eponyma rouxa, plousia geymata, a3esouar polyteleias, ta3idia, kosmikes ekdhlwseis..

Dexomai pws eytyxismenos, den ein panta o plousios & kapoies fores o idios o ploutos ton kanei dystyxh. Akoma otan ta apekthse dikaia, mox8ise, doulepse.. o fovos gia thn opoia xasoura, ton agxwnei & ton krata se synexh diegersh. Otan de o ploutos, do3a apokth8hke adikontas, h syneidhsh den hremei pote: "anemomazwmata, diaoloskorpismata" (se giatrous, farmaka, dikasthria) Ti wfelei ton plousio, to polytelestato krevati , an koimatai epanw tou, arrwstos ?

8ewrw pws spania o ploutos/do3a, synyparxei me thn eytyxia.. Spania, oi hremoi psyxika xairontai thn oikogeneiakh galhnh. Plousioi ein aytoi telika pou 8etoun ta apokthmata ws meso & oxi ws skopo zwhs.

( Tosh do3a.. tosh omorfia..!!! Pws na sou sygxwre8ei..?! Krima, pou den sou feran thn eytyxia..! Krima, pou ta apokthmata den sou feran & oikogeneiakh galhnh, aga8h syneidhsh..! Krima..! Ma symvainei se olous mas..! )

明けましておめでとう !

Thn fagame & touth thn xronia..!

Sto gyrisma tou xronou, etyxe na xasw thn giagia mou, plhrhs hmerwn, sta 87.. 8ampwmenh ap thn omorfia tou kosmou.. geythke gennaia, xares kai pikres..

Eixame apoleies loipon..! Xasoures.! Eixame ofelh & stigmes eytyxias.. Zhsame akrives empireies & plhrwsame akriva thn e3ypnada mas..!

Den trexei kastano..! 8a ta dwsoume ola..! Allh mia..! A3izei ton ..pono..!

Oso o kosmos paei ap to kako sto xeirotero.. h dikaiwsh 8a paramenei proswpikh ypo8esh..



(Aytos o ymnos, afierwmenos stis elleipshs mas: ma.. egw to 3erw, pws 8a r8w & 8a se synanthsw, mono den 3erw an mporw, ston allo kosmo pou 8a r8w na se glykofilhsw)

..2010..
Sto lew epitaktika..
dwse mas, osa mas xrwstas..!



T s i k i t i - G k l o n



Kalh Xronia! Happy new Year!
Ein frohes neues Jahr! Bonne Année!
Feliz Año Nuevo! Счастливое Новый Год!

(eimaste polyglwssoi..! eimaste polyglwssoi..! ;p)

8a perasoun, oi meres

Eipa na 3efygw ap tous efialtes kai na kinhsw shmera, ena magiko synais8hma:

Elpida,

htan to monadiko aga8o pou 3efyge ap to kouti ths amyalhs Pandwras, otan o Dias thn esteile sthn gh, gia na timwrhsei tous an8rwpous, pou ema8an ta eyergethmata ths fwtias..
Odhgei sto 8ayma otan to pykno skotadi vasileuei pantou.. dinei nohma sthn opoia ypar3h..

Elpizw
shmainei prosdokw, epi8ymw, zw, yparxw, stoxeyw, oneireyomai..

.. efialtika

Einai pragma afysiko, san moira kolasmenh..

Akouw to post tou Swkrath, kai meta me akolou8ei h siwph, h nekrikh siwph. M akolou8ei amhxana, isws logo ths avyssou, pou mas xwrizei..

Na tan..!
Na 3ekinousame ap thn arxh.. San na prokeitai gia paixnidi, mia nea partida as poume..

Me vlepw..
Pente xronia argotera.. Orfanh apo patera ..&.. h mana mou exei fygei pia..! Enoxh & ponos.. Ma, as einai.. E3isorropoun sthn skepsh: ekopsa ton omfalio lwro kai einai kalytera, den 8a skotwnetai ka8hmerina ap thn apousia tou patera mou..

Me 3anakoitw..
Isws pio nea, pio freskia, pio agnh.. ntymenh sta mayra.. Isws, isws kai ligo talaipwrh.. Dyo axna mayroi kykloi sta matia mou, to martyroun.. H fwnh mou agourh, veloudinh, ma synama me mia ypopsia vraxnadas, thn kanei texnhth..

Einai ekei..
Oles oi palies anamnhseis, akinhtes.. Mono.. Mono egw e3akolou8w na prospa8w na kinh8w, kyrieumenh ap thn amhxania, thn anhsyxia, ton 8ymo, ypo thn prosmonh tou 8aymatos..

Voltara, symvatika panw mou.. Me eida pio diereunitikotera..

- Posa xrhmata exeis?

Mias kai h stigmh htan katallhlh, metrw ta xrhmata, dyo fores, ypodeigmatika.. 8a synexisw thn poreia perpatontas.. Exontas thn kryfh elpida ths epeyfhmias pou armozei ston ka8e a8lhth.. Ti ki an eimai koritsi anari8mhto, eimai koritsi ikano.. Ki as me kerdizei o ka8e antipalos..

-Exw ..! & gia to treno .. & gia ton foro sthn pylh tou Agiou Petrou, an xreiastei..!

Ki efyga..

efialtika

Vouth3a, kyriolektika sto pisw ka8isma.. San na me esprw3e dynatos anemos.. Xwris na to exw apofasisei pragmatika.. Epiasa pato.. Vre8hka mprosta sta matia tou ta3itzh, apegnwsmenh..

-Loipon ? Gia pou ?

Tou xamogelasa, apro8uma, pseutika, ka8isa sthta, akinhta, pisw ap thn 8esh tou synodhgou me vlemma strammeno sto pou8ena.. Enstiktwdws, tou ekmysthreutika..

-Ston sta8mo lewforeiwn..!

Mayrh skhnh..! Diadromh, apo mayro skotadi, pissa.. San na htan h stigmh, pou skontafta se ena adiorato skalopati..

Eniw8a, san Odysseas, ma.. aytos htan Omhrikos hrwas, vasilias ths I8akhs. Me thn panourgia tou kyriepse thn Troia.. Htan e3allou symvolo.. Andras, pou elampse.. Andras..! Andras.. opws ametrhtoi alloi, me pra3eis apeires & aretes a3io8aymastes..!
Andres..! Andres, me proswpikothta.. Andres, akatapaystoi, zwhrwn eikonwn, diaforwn apoxrwsewn.. Me anipervlito vlemma, mouskoula, sofoi, parathrhtes..

-Trelh vroxh.. Monologisa..

Ais8anomoun, olo kai xeirotera.. Taseis fyghs..! Taseis naytias..!
Prospa8hsa na parw va8ies anases.. Einai efialtiko.. Einai odynhro.. Einai katastash outopikh, efialtikh.. Dedomenou oti zousa kati pseytiko, se keino to meros, htan san na eixan 3exasei na valoun aera.. Hmoun pyrovolimenh.. Hmoun nekrh.. Ma den yphrxe panw mou, kamia porfyrh khlida aimatos..

3afnou, vghka ap to ta3i, trexontas..
Ta podia mou, 8a mou epetrepan thn diafygh.. 8a efeyga trexontas ap "thn katakomvh".. Hmoun perhfanh.. Den 8a me evlepe kaneis na trexw & na 3ernaw.. Diesxisa ton dromo, rixthka sthn trexala, xwris na koitazw ton ta3itzh..

Eixa thn valitsa mou, mazi.. Ta yparxonta mou.. Kai etrexa.. Synexisa thn vouvh Odysseia, anephreasta, me vlemma anekfrasto, rigmeno sto keno..


.. Ki akoma, trexw ..! Efialtika..! ..S sss S.. Mystika..!