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Anoi3h..!
Kai egw latreyw na parathrw thn fysh, na metallasetai sto diava twn epoxwn.. Agalliash..! Ein yperoxo na ta3ideyeis me py3ida thn ais8hsh. Gonatismenh kataxama, na koitas ta synnefa & na vgazeis porismata meteorologias..

H epafh me to xwma, sou ma8ainei perissotera ap oti ta vivlia. Sou ma8ainei na kalliergeis elpides. Sou antisteketai, ki oso anametriesai me ta empodia, toso anakalypteis ton eayto sou..

Den forw pote gantia, den paraponiemai pote gia ton hlio, ton idrwta, mou fainetai omorfo. Noiw8w eleu8erh..! Eleu8erh, na skalizw, na kladepsw, na potisw.. Eley8erh na kanw thn gh, gonimh. Den mporw na e3hgisw thn eytyxia, ayth pou noiw8w, otan skyvw kai amilhth pedeuomai me to xwma. Apla, o kosmos galhneuei, ola einai omala. Ekei, ola pernoun mia agnwsth, glykia a3ia. E3allou, ayto ein kai to megaleio ths zwhs. Na noiw8eis ypey8ynos. Na orizeis moires ap thn douleia sou. Na kratas sta xeria sou prokoph & marasmo. Aploikes, aperioristes diastaseis.. Einai mageia, na sygkentrwnetai olh h xara ths zwhs, sthn arwmatismenh myrwdia enos louloudiou..

Syxna, pykna, 8ymamai tous dikous mou. Symvoules, mystika, ths dikhs mou familias. A3iosevasta sto perasma twn xronwn. "Ton sporo, prin ton mpi3oume, ton mouskeyoume", "to lipasma, me regoulo & panta kata to nyxterino potisma", " thn psira, thn 3epastreueis, me AVA araiomeno se nero" ktl ktl.. Etsi, mysthriaka denomaste :) Etsi, mysthriaka, mas trofodothsan me episthmonikh akriveia ton sevasmo kai thn agaph gia to xwma.

Fysika & oles oi anamnhseis mou, den einai eytyxhs. My8ika kategrapsa mesa mou, kataigides, plhmmures, xalazoptwseis.. Dina pou 3erizwnan to kerdos & ton kopo.. Thn eixa thn egnoia, oti 8a dipsasoume & 8a peinasoume :)

8ymamai na zoume ton fovo ths 8eomhnias. Na fytrwnoun dakrya, sta matia ths mamas, ths giagias.
Me poso 8aymasmo, 8ee mou, 8ymamai, ton patera mou. Na agapa thn gh, na thn 3ana yperaspizetai.. Na thn yperaspizetai, xwris na paraponietai.. Tetoia htan h mageia tou. Antimetwpize ta panta..! Gia ola eixe lyseis, prin pesei h nyxta.. Lytrwmenos paradinotan thn poreia twn astrwn.. Lytrwmenos 3ypnouse, sthn drosia ths avghs..

Anamnhseis..!

Shmera, zw ena allo motivo zwhs. Kanw mia "asfalhs" zwh, pou leei kai h mama mou :) Den aplwnw xeri sthn ghinh epifaneia gia vioporismo alla gia hobby, paragwgikh dhmiourgia, xara, parhgoria. Etsi paleyw me thn lasph. Etsi parathrw to petagma twn pouliwn, to deilino. Etsi, afougkrazomai tis kairikes proeidopoihseis..

Einai Marths..! Kai egw pali 8a gemisw me louloudia mpalkonia & khpous. Pali 8a 3anampw sthn dokimasia. Pali 8a kanw to test: 8a ta frontisw swsta? 8a an8ofwrisoun ta fyta mesa stis petres? sta tyfla? Ekei pou yparxei mikrh hliakh oratothta? 8a an8isoun sta anti3oa? Pera ap oti ein to synh8es & to kanoniko ? :)

Deste, aythn thn 3ylinh kalyva.. Einai sthn akrh tou fraxth, kapoiou spitiou.. Sthn Amerikh, nomizw.. Einai mikrh, omws fantazei aperanth, gia na stegasei, stigmes oristikhs galhnhs, apolyths hsyxias.. Makrya apo taragmenous an8rwpous, 8oryvous & voes ths polhs.. Isws, thn katata3etai sto orio. Sto synoro, anamesa sto gnwsto - agnwsto / pragmatiko - fantastiko..
Thn zhleyw..!






8elw poly, mia tetoia kalyva..! Kapws etsi..! Katw ap ta synnefa.. Kapws etsi..! Dipla se mia tetoia paramy8enia aylaia na yparxw & na zw..!

As exoume mia kalh anoi3h..! Mia anoi3h, psyxikh & epoxikh..!

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